Believe

Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. The one who believes in me will live, even though they die; and whoever lives by believing in me will never die. Do you believe this?” John 11:25-26

I believe in you, God, more than ever. You always have been by my side, even when I wasn’t aware of it. Always guiding me through all this battle I was facing with me first; my sexuality, my family who was ashamed of me, trying to throw me away like trash. In my work environment, I always had to stand up for respect, my friend who secretly competed with me for no reason. My love life politely a piece of shit until I put my foot on the ground and said enough of all this bullshit.

You cane to me like a father; you are my birth father; yes, you stood up for me, always showing me love, kindness, respect no matter what others said about me, my life. You protected me from all of this enemy in disguise.

You made me realize that all I needed was within me all this time. You taught me how to love myself, not depends on others who were struggling with their insecurities, and trying to project it on me like it was my fault that their lives suck.

Yes, bitches, I’m gay and proud of it. I wasn’t ashamed about it, and you people were uncomfortable with it because it reminds you that I’m better a human than you. I didn’t change my heart for hate; I always chose love. I don’t judge people about any choices in their life. Always support them because I know what it is to be “not normal,” as they used to say to me. They try to break me but instead, they make me stronger; they make me grow; they make me wiser.

After this lack of humanity, I finally chose myself, and they got mad! Get your own life instead of putting your nose and tongue on mine and having sex with someone in my life (👋 hello). Hustle after your goals instead of sabotaging mine with rumors, lies, jealousy, slanders of my backyard; yeah, I know all of this. I just put all of these individuals in the hands of God.

I completed this karmic circle with all of you. It took two decades, but people don’t change. One way or another, they reveal who they indeed are: haters. You just now watch me Rise 🌹 above all of your trash.

I finish with a good Thank you, Lord, for providing me the opportunity to break free of all of these soulless humans. Justice is yours now.

Amen.

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