The Wait

Sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; poor, yet making many rich; having nothing, and yet possessing everything. 2 Corinthians 6:10

That thing that kills slowly. Once a project is launched or whatever you have invested your time, energy in it.
Yes, the expectation of a result, the promise of a success that is slow to come. Despair sometimes wins us over. The anger too. A whole lot of emotion that we can’t share with anyone. They will not understand even if we try to express it with words. No words can describe it.

To make the right choices, at least try each day to stay true to our values and treat others the way we want to be treated.
I hate waiting. I hate having to stand there and continually pray that the result of all that sacrifice in trying to do the right thing will finally come to pass.
And that’s when I realized my faith was being tested. I don’t know if it’s really a test; I keep sticking with what I think is best for me.

It’s exhausting in the long run to repeatedly fight each day. But don’t they say that life is a struggle!
As long as you give me life and strength to move forward, I will continue to believe in myself and the mission you have given me, but please hurry up and give me a clear vision of what you want from me.

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