Used to(love you)

The integrity of the upright guides them,
    but the unfaithful are destroyed by their duplicity. Proverbs 11:3

It’s funny how the table has turned; with some distance, everything seems clear, making everything seem small, different from what it appeared in the beginning. Now, some distance made me see things, humans for what they are, not what they pretend to be.

Now, I love you like I love everyone on this planet, with respect. That’s it. This is how I appreciate you now, as well. I stop justifying every lie behavior; I realize that I don’t love you like I used to. The fears that once controlled me can’t get to me at all.

Rejection is protection, God’s protection. You throw me away for lust, greed, and what people will think… thank you for that. It was for my higher good. I took my cup of love; this cup; overflowed with love for you once upon a time. I didn’t need you; I wanted you! Not anymore.

It was the best decision I made because of you. You allowed me to grow up and made me wiser and more robust by focusing on Me, Myself, and I. I took this time to rebuild my strength, self-love, and self-care. Now I know my worth. In fact, you remind me Who I Am!

I took back my power and all that love you didn’t want; you wasted it. Nobody is to blame; you had your reasons; make your choices based on what you thought was best for you at this time! So Do I!

I don’t force anyone to do anything; nobody will force me to do what doesn’t make me happy and fits my values. Thank you!

I love you, just not like I used to. I hope you find what you are looking for… I’m going with my love towards what makes me happy with my faith, my strength.


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