I am thankful for my mistakes because they have made me stronger.
A deep sense of helplessness and injustice came over me. Unfortunately, some choices have put me in a situation where I have difficulty seeing the end of it. I try to do things the right way without seeing their lot.
I have the impression that it is not those who say and do things right that is coming to an end. I do not admit defeat; however, I am tired of being on the battlefield all the time. I feel like I am going from battlefield to battlefield without seeing the end of it.
I hate having to depend on a job that makes me feel miserable, and that’s the term to use. I spend my life working to not get out of this situation which only gives me one shouted desire.
I’m being taken for a fool just because I don’t have all the means in my possession to make myself worthy of respect. I say that at the moment because that’s how I feel. But deep down, I know what I want to do.
I lack the courage to throw it all away. Start all over again. I am not, however, a defeatist. I have the resources to carry out my plans according to my values.
For a better life, which I have believed in and aspired to for many years.
The past few months’ events have made me realize that only I can do this no matter what obstacles come in front of me.
I am no longer afraid; no, on the contrary, I have the will to do with my life exactly what I want it to be. No matter what, I’ll get there.