Do not avenge yourselves, beloved, but leave room for God’s wrath. For it is written: “Vengeance is Mine; I will repay, says the Lord.” Romans 12:19
It starts in the family, basically! Yeah, it’s what I wrote, first with the brother and sister of your Mum or Dad. They begin to tell you, man, do not cry, man, do not do that or that. With time it increases little by little.
You know, guys, he took me a while to shut them out! Not so long! I thank God for always giving me this thing people don’t like about me – like I care about their opinion – Especially when you are NOT an example in your own life! So, please.
Yeah, like real men cheat on their wives, beat their wives, children. Do not support his own damn family, but you have time to lecture me bitch! Go get your shit together, and after we can possibly have a little chat 😏
They made me feel like my mother instead got an abortion about me. In fact, my father asked her to do so. She refused it. Do people realize how what they say to a child crushes them? Yeah, by the way, I wasn’t an adult or teenager – like it will be better – I was 8 years old! Damn
I never was a child, no time for that. Instead, I grew up faster than any child of my age. I have to be more adult, bolder, sharper, tougher. No time to play games. I had to defend myself from any kind of harassment bullying from my family, relatives, and so-called friends.
They think I am better than them. Hell no, I am just a Human behind, raised well by my mother who teaches me respect, kindness, loyalty… Everyone can be like that; it’s a matter of choice. I am the same as everybody but with different challenges! That’s it.
Look, I stopped excusing people because they know what they are doing again and again and again. Enough is enough. I do not need your love (They don’t even love themselves), but you will respect me in the name of Lord. No matter what.
I thank the universe, my mum always, always have my back and allowed me to grow safe, loved, supported to become the better version of me. I thank God for letting me have it in my life. She built me up.
I also thank some people the universe put in my path to rise me up and give me the courage to stand up and defend myself no matter what. I won’t be silent! I stay in my power.
You maybe think I hated them! But, for god sake, I don’t waste my time, energy, whatever; for people who don’t deserve it. So I forgive them and move forward.
I have better things to do with my life than to stay stuck with people who didn’t heal their own childhood trauma! You know what I mean. So cheers 🥂
People’s assumptions and biases toward what they don’t know are incredible. They are prompt to judge when they keep all of their dark secrets. They try to put their darkness on you. Lying on you, stealing from you. And they dare to try to silence you by any means.
Look, God knows, and revenge is for him. Just like he said. So, I let everything under his control. But, at the end of the day, you will have to face your own demon and pay for it.
I will let those words here with this beautiful song :
At the end of the day, HE loves ME. Like he always does all of my life.
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